2015 iS MY Year!!!

               So, I'm sitting here at Applebee's in Grandview, MO and preparing for the show for tonight. I'm smiling and recapping my previous year;  I have to say I am truly blessed in the year of 2015. Last year was so rocky from family to going to jail for stupidity. I've grown and learn so much. As a young woman, I use to think I knew everything and NO ONE could tell me what to do and how to do it. But then I started going through things that would later break me down, almost took me to a state of depression. Yes, I was raised in church but my faith was not strong enough. I questioned God and we all know you aren't suppose to do that. October 2014 I remember drinking my life away, called my ex husband and told him I think he should take care of our son, and mentioned that I wasn't a good mother and I couldn't go on with life. This was coming from a very educated African-American woman, but chose to make the wrong decisions and couldn't live with them. My pride was too big to actually go to family and talk to them. Hell, I didn't want to be judged but loved. But we all feel that no one is on our side when we are depressed and going through turmoil. Beginning of November, my mother came over to my house and wanted to talk. We talked for hours. She was telling me her testimonies ranging from; relationships to leaning on God. She knew exactly where I was coming from. She has been through it and knew how to endure the pain. In the back of my mind, I'm thinking like; why hadn't I talk to this woman of God months ago? Why do I hold all my pain in? My mother said, " Stacia, you gotta pray for that Crazy Faith." Those words stuck with me. November 2014 I got baptized, I gave my life to God. From that day forth, I read my Bible everyday, me and my son pray before and after school, I'm more faithful into church, and I'm paying my offering and tithes. Showing that I'm thankful for ALL HIS marvelous works!!
                 January 2015 comes, and babyyyyy, life has been more than what I can ask for. I pray everyday for that Crazy Faith. I may not be rich, but I'm not struggling, and I'm happy. My confidence is bigger than ever. I know I'm a GOOD Mother. Doors has opened up in my life that I never knew was possible. I now have my own radio show, I'm enrolled in school, working on my Master's in Business Management. I promote and host parties. I'm Happy!!! I'm blessed!! 2015 is MY YEAR and NO ONE can take that from me. I want to thank EVERYONE for ALWAYS believing in me. I'm a Go-Getter. Will never stop!!!